Friday, July 11, 2003TERENCE: today was youth day celebration... yeah!! concert was quite nice. then after that, we were given an apple each... and the last i heard was that yanxun took a big bag!! gosh! but it's his nature anyway... we went to town for lunch and before eating, benjamin and i went to the skate park to see the new additions and coincidentally, he met his friends there so he skated alittle.. Not bad!! for someone who's absent from skating for three months.. he did a few sucessive board slides.. only after that we went to cine LJS to eat... after eating, jeremy, ben and I went to the food court toilet to shit.... then in ben's cubicle, he found two bottles of Scot Whiskey!!!!!!!!!! but each bottle is the size of the tobascco sauce bottle.. but it's amazing stuff!!!! 43% alcohol!!! and the bottle was sealed when we found it!!! so we took it back to LJS and we had Burbon Coke there... after finishing lunch, everyone else left except for ben hannah sarah and i.. naturally, the girls wanted to go shopping and the boys would oppose.. so we suggested pool and went to Singapore Shopping Centre the place turned out to be full like CJ canteen so we left and then we headed to far east plaza. on the way there, ben as usual LEFT for home!! so i had to go shopping with hannah and sarah... we shopped the whole of far east and then went to wisma and then taka... at first i swear that ben made the right decision but then i thought and considered.. if i just go home like that, i would have TOTALLY nothing to do... so yea just stay and walk la since i really got alot of energy left... i basically turn girl for a day, even look through the clothes with them,gave advices and practically became hannah's fashion consultant....... shopped for like three over hours and then went home.... come home so sian...... wah......... **yAwn** boring.......... oh ya let me list out some of the shops i went today.. see if i can still remember... Far East: pur pur, oxygen, all the small small shops and the whole of LEVEL ONE... WISMA: projectshop, Topshop, the shop opposite Topshop, the upstairs shops Takashimaya: Zara, mphosis, and i can't remember already..... ai ya got alot alot la......posted by Terence on 7:17:00 AM _,.-~=`"`=~-.,_,.-~=`"`=~-.,_,.-~=`"`=~-.,_ Thursday, July 10, 2003oh ya and i feel really guilty.. haven't really been helping... EVERYONE!!!!!!!!!!! THERE'S A PARTY ON THE 19TH (SAT) OF JULY 2003 @ EMBASSY $25 / free-flow / R&B and Hip-Hop!!!!!!! THOSE INTERESTED!!!!!!!!!! ==> pls get the tickets from me!!posted by Terence on 9:54:00 AM
TERENCE: school's boring.. i hate it... i go there just to wait for it to end.. see what i did today..... woke up at 0600, brushed my teeth, changed into my uniform, took a bus to school, wasn't late, attended lessons, went straight home after shitting at paragon... it's like ALMOST similar to yesterday..... i love computers for their copy and paste function... LISTENING TO MANDY MOORE - SOMEDAY WE'LL KNOW (can't help it, this song's like eating into me.. left it on winamp on repeat mode for the whole night, even now!! it played 20 over times... ) this song came about from this movie "A Walk To Remember" it's a "quite long ago movie" and we happen to watch this at my class stayover at hilary's house.. was laughing at the climax of the movie when it was suppose to be damm sad... YES I FINALLY DELETED IT FROM THE PLAYLIST!! so ya anyway, it was the first time i was watching it... wanted to watch it because i remembered that chow wee and marcus actually cried when watching this... i laughed!! well it's just how i viewed the movie, i related it to my life and it's like a total replica and so i understand how the lead actor really really felt... thanks christie for advising me not to relate such things to your real life.. SOMETIMES it fucks you up.. "hahahaha"..! i am in the study mood nowadays... counted.. 12 more weeks to promos.. need to take piorities.. don't wanna play anymore.. hope i can be disciplined... LISTENING TO BILLIE MYERS - KISS THE RAIN
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1204 Econs Lecture TERENCE: Lost! I am feeling lost now.. Just because I found out that my geography gotten a F, i am lost. i feel so useless. Useless me, first in failing and then to submit myself to the hollow space inside me. i know that i will get this. i knew this would happen. Basically, i expected this. Remeber? I talked about the aftermath? well, this is just the appetizer. still have maths and econs. econs i would pass.. just my dear maths. i know i am doing what i am not suppose to do, i should be copying the answer scheme for the econs essay question now. but i ain't got the mood.. why can't i just be void of all emotions? at least for now, i wouldn't want to feel depress or sad but that's basically just being selfish, only wanting happiness... i shall not dwell on this anymore. Fuck, back to geography. of my cohort taking geography, 3% of the people gotten an E! so does that mean everyone scored better? NO! 11% gotten an O. And so we only have 86% lefr right? well that 86% (me included) scored a big motherfucking F. that's why i am alone now, many and alot of my classmates are sad. i think they had just realised that A-levels is totally different from O-Levels... most said that they spent the month playing and only the last week studying. Man! i regretted not pushing or forcing them to study! Fuck. Anyway, better for them to wake up now.. I hope that they do study hard for promos and not be another BIG idiot like me. if you guys are reading this, DON'T LOSE HOPE! PUSH YOURSELF AND WORK HARD! that's all i can offer now by shutting up because i am in a much worse situation than all of them. i mean besides being a retainee and failiing the common tests, i still have 6 more days to my 'hearing' at malcolm's place. This 'hearing' is for that damm ASPIRE camp that i cheated in... hahaha.. stupid me again.. I wonder how the 'hearing' would be like? hmm, i chow wee heard and told me that i did be ALONE with ALL my leaders and they would be casting their disappointed look at me and it would be a personal big fuck from all of them.. ***yAwn*** i am sleepy now and yes fuck, later i got chinese AO level oral................ just slept for five minutes.... don't think i want to continue writing... i want to go and sleep for this lecture now........ - 1227
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TERENCE: today was spent doing nothing... which is really great!!!!! i wanted to do this for a long long time!!!!! hmmm what a peaceful day.... anyway, i was online just now when i talked to my german friend whom i met on ICQ... she's a year younger than me and her name's Annika.. got a shocked at what she told me... read the excerpts below... please pardon her english because she isn't very good at it..
Annika11o3 (11:51 PM) :
i'm bad and sad.... a friend from my school jumped into a train.... he's dead! We mourned at school today... everywhere candles and slow music!
mr_delonge (11:52 PM) :
WHAT?!?!?!?
mr_delonge (11:53 PM) :
GOSH!
Annika11o3 (11:54 PM) :
yeah... i still can't believe it! he always was very growy and told a lot of jokes and so on! everybody from school liked him!!!! we have 800 pupils in school... 500 cried!!! it's so bad!
mr_delonge (11:54 PM) :
oh my god!!
Annika11o3 (11:55 PM) :
yeah,,, nobody know why he did it! it happened on sunday morning at 4 o'clock!
mr_delonge (11:57 PM) :
oh no
mr_delonge (11:58 PM) :
you know him well?
mr_delonge (11:58 PM) :
how old is he?
Annika11o3 (11:59 PM) :
you are speechless, aren't you???
When i received the messeage yesterday i get shocked and thought it was a bad joke!
Yeah.... I know him well! He was sitting next to me in class!
he was only 17!
mr_delonge (0:04 AM) :
hey girl cheer up.. if i were you i would cry too
Annika11o3 (0:05 AM) :
yeah... life goes on!
i'm very sorry with the mother and the brother and the sister! the father died for 3 years!
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TERENCE: my mom just pissed me off!!! that woman is totally ARGH!!! told her to help me dry my spectacle casing and she went to wet it.... sometimes that woman is really fucked up... anyway, save me... somebody, just come and rescue me from this boring house.... HELP!!!!!!!
TERENCE: i just woke up!! brushed my teeth and yea sitting here.. wondering what i would do today... thinking who would save me from this boring morning... anyway... HAPPY YOUTH DAY PEOPLE!!!
TERENCE: **yAwn** i am too lazy to blog now.... yeah!! i had lots of fun at the class stayover... just that too little pictures are take.. sigh.. but it was really fun!! THANKS to hilary for the stayover! and sorry for all the trouble caused...
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